I'm writing this on my phone.
Which I guess I won't need anymore.

But, if you're one of my friends out there. I want to tell you I miss you already.
And if you've just found this, or some newspaper has got through the encryption.
Sorry for not being clear.

I can't - I can't put it into words or numbers.
But it's not something I'm scared of.
And they are not taking me.

I'm going with them.
I want to, and so does He.

Who knows how this will play out after I'm gone.

But H.

H, I could never have gotten here without you.
You are my world.
But it's time to leave this one.